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the holiest hush

we-are-tenantsI’ve been quieted…hushed even as I’ve taken in the weight of world events both public and private these past few weeks. Stunned speechless but not at all silenced in my soul. It’s been loud in there

I’m a Christian and though my hope is anchored, I need to be honest: I struggle.

Here, in my heart I’m all mixed up with the extremes of mourning with those who mourn and rejoicing with those who rejoice. It’s graduation season…it’s tornado season and many seasons in between. The words of Ecclesiastes 3 ring loud and clear:

“to everything there is a season
and a time for every matter under heaven.”

For birthing and dying, planting and plucking,
For killing and healing, breaking down and building up,
For loving and hating, weeping and laughing
For mourning and dancing, scattering and gathering
For embracing and pushing away, searching and giving up
For keeping and throwing away
For tearing and mending…

For love, hate, war and peace…and importantly,
a time to keep silence and a time to speak.

I’ve seen them all in the past few weeks…
and maybe so have you. Let me tell you more…



I’m a girl in the midst of WOE! and “undone.”

Because so much like Isaiah, I was brought to the place where in my spirit, I saw the Lord, seated on His throne high and lifted up….exalted and like Isaiah, all I could say with so much fear and trembling was


To say I am utterly undone with increasing thankfulness for that moment in my life is probably the most severe understatement I could possibly make. Words don’t cut it when trying to describe a moment like that…it’s all just ….so….”Woe!” Let me tell you more…


1Oh. My. Word.

I’ve been spinning around in circles all day trying to mentally, physically and emotionally prepare  for an event next weekend and I almost forgot: Today is the 1 year blog-aversary of this place and space called “Dancing on the Dash”!

I kinda doubt I’ll make a habit of making a big deal of it after this but I felt the need to mark the occasion with a special cup of coffee and a special thanks to you– my friends and my readers. This post is a bit of a hastily planned afterthought but–here goes anyway!

I had no idea most of you were out here. In fact, I had no idea there’d be a single soul to read at all and for a long time, the enemy discouraged me with all sorts of lies about why it was going to be a waste of time.

but the word of the Lord….

Camp on those words my friends– look them up in 1 Peter 1:24-25 and own them because if God has set you to it, He will see you through it.  Listen to His voice, HIS words and obey that call on your life. Those are the enduring, living forever words you can bank on!

I honestly had no plan, no great rhyme or reason to guide me to this place today….I only knew one thing became more clear as the year went on: God said “Go and tell. Use what I’ve taught you and what you know to be true, teach others what you have learned and help them to follow Me too– and I promise to be with you til the end of time.” (my paraphrase of Matthew 28:19-20)photo-on-2013-01-25-at-19-06-2

So here are a few things  I’ve discovered in this place over the last year:

1)   There is no more compelling and powerful story than the one God wants to tell through your life.  It’s not always pretty, it’s seldom neat and tidy and there’s often more dirt than diamonds but it’s a beautiful and glorious thing in God’s hands. If you are His child, then it’s always going to be His story in you.

2)   When you’ve slammed headlong into that wall of pride, hit the rocky bottom of that valley of sin and finally find yourself face down before the Lord and humbled; HANG ON TIGHT…. the best is yet to come-– here is where His greatest work can begin.  Your life is gonna TEACH! (amen?)

3)   To thy own self be true. (Thank you Mr. Shakespeare). No matter what everyone else is doing, pay attention to what God wants to do in and through you.

I think Jesus demonstrated this best walking on the beach with Peter. After asking if Peter loved HIm (THREE TIMES?!?) and commanding him to feed His sheep and tend His lambs, Jesus says simply: Follow Me.” Peter immediately looks around and asks about “the other disciple..” who was following behind them and I LOVE Jesus’s response which basically says, “mind your own business and pay attention to what I have for YOU to do.” (again, my paraphrase!) But there it is….listen to the call to feed and tend and follow…and be true RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE.

So….thank you for joining in the journey as I’ve discovered what it means to “dance on the dash” — even though it’s been kinda awkward and stumble-footed at times! I’ve really learned so much.

Most of all, I’m grateful….to finally find my heart and voice and to discover the sweetness of community with others who are out here singing a song similar to mine and although the words to our verses are slightly different, they’re also so familiar and amazingly,  somehow we always join up together at the refrain:

“Holy, Holy, Holy! Selah!